January 2011
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Sunday, JAN31
Only things I did today was hang with Paula. She is one of the most inspiring sisters I look up to in YFC and she is so awesome to be around with. The atmosphere she sets for others is just a wonderful thing to experience and not only does she openly talk and try to keep a conversation but what she says is also gold.
We sat and talked for around five hours about things that I would...
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My apologies.
I sincerely apologise for the bombardment of quotes from a current book that I’m reading called “Mice” by Gordon Reece (if you haven’t noticed the tags). Please put up with me a little longer.
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“Can mice gag their consciences and sleep peacefully when they’re...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 19
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“A little water clears us of this deed.” - Lady Macbeth
But she’d...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 19
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“The cat got into the mousehole, but this time the mice had killed the cat.”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 19
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“The face of a savage stared out at me from the bathroom mirror… a...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 19
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laugh.
Mr. Roger Clarke: People in the audience sometimes laugh out loud during the grisliest scenes in Macbeth.
Shelley: Why?
Mr. Roger Clarke: Because horrible things are funny.
Anonymous asked: I wonder.. If I stop talking to you, would that really make such a difference in your life? Let's experiment..
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“With a sick smile, I remembered that it was officially my birthday. Happy...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 13
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So I'm finally starting Year 11
What a thought, I start Year 11 in a mere DAY and there is no turning back now. School holidays were honestly great. Long, relaxing, outgoing when the calling called for it and I was able to see David more than often every week. Things that I have experienced during these particular holidays have been different to any other I’ve had. But thinking will it ever happen again with the life I...
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Saturday, JAN29
ICE SKATING WAS FUN~ No friends just strictly family. Only kids who came were me, Isabelle, Cheryl, Alvin and Cyrus. We were short of one cousin but that doesn’t matter (I think he was emo again or something I don’t know what’s wrong with him). But yeah ice skating at Penrith was fun. The only adult to had a go on the ice was my mum and she’d met this white mum and...
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pride.
Me: Why does Jesus love us so much? Why does God love us so much? We're just disgusting and dirty things. Why would he still love us? Why would He does these things to me if He really loves me?
Priest: Well you see here, Jesus loves us because He has that unconditional love for us, He died for us because He loved us. He's not put off by the dirty and disgusting, this is what He came for from the beginning. He came here to heal the sick and not for the just. So he came down from Heaven for you.
Me: What happened to the just? What did Jesus do to them?
Priest: Nothing. Jesus did nothing with them because they didn't exist. The whole point running behind this was just people simple didn't exist in the world. Everyone's a sinner, right? Well then there is no just. The only just ones were Abraham and the Virgin Mary but everyone else were sinners. The just simple didn't exist.
So feeling that you're not worthy of being in the presence of God is foolish. As long as you are willing to trust in Him, to throw your complete self to Him, there isn't need of this feeling of unworthiness; it's just pride. This is what the devil and the Holy Spirit are both gunning for. The devil wants your pride to destroy you whereas the Holy Spirit wants to destroy your pride. This is why all these things are happening to you, to keep your pride at bay and to get you to keep coming back to Him. Do you think you would come to confession and church if you were content with yourself, with the mindset that you are perfect? No, of course not. He wants you to trust Him and not your pride.
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living.
Kita Michiru: I haven't said what I wanted to yet! There's a lot of this I want to do! Even if I'm being selfish, even if I can't be of any use to anyone, I want to live! I want to love!
Akatsuki Chika: Living on isn't pretty.
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“When a cat gets into the mousehole it doesn’t go away leaving the mice...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 12
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“The sleep of reason produces monsters”
– Mice, Chapter 11
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“Maybe, I thought, it’s what we can’t share with others that really...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 6
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“Does the way we look affect our personality? Or does our personality affect the...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 4
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“Staring up at the sky, I liked to imagine that I lived in a simpler, more...”
– Shelley - Mice, Chapter 2
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zombies. (cont)
Kita Michiru: I wonder how you and Chika can be so determined even though you're already dead. I would've given up after dying because I'd be dead. It's not that I want to die or anything. Each day is sort of fun. I think I'm doing pretty well for myself. It's just, it's not like I feel determined to live or anything.
Tachibana Shito: Then die. That's the worst. Even a zombie can simply live on.
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zombies.
Kita Michiru: Umm, Shito-kun are you really dead?
Tachibana Shito: So it would seem
Kita Michiru: Are you really zombies like the one's we're looking for, the same as the bad zombies?
Tachibana Shito: Not like that. They couldn't completely die, so they're wandering through life. They have no reason or will. They can't control their desires. Akatsuki and I can think for ourselves. We have a will and goal. We continue to live because we want to.
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Wish #001
Lean against you as we both read books while we bask in the sun’s rays in a spacious quiet room with the view of the sea listening to jazz.
When guys have that sleepy voice.
My boyfriend usually pisses me off when he talks like that but I have to admit it IS the cutest thing ever.
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Wednesday, JAN26
Australia Day! I have little to say about it except for this: Australia Day 2011 = worst one ever had. Body was acting strangely, stupid Asian couples think they’re so big because they have love so they steal the best view you have of the fireworks and give you a d(^o^) “No it’s OK! We in love!” I felt so fucking angry I wanted to slit their calves with the razor...
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super-ai-deactivated20110209 asked: I was hanging clothes just then outside. And, as I was about to hang the first one, I noticed spider webs. So I took a cloth and cleaned the lines a bit. After I hung some I noticed a spider and tried to get rid of it with the cloth. But then it was stuck on a web which was floating away, so I stood back and waited for it to leave. Then I
continued hanging. But then I noticed another small...
continued hanging. But then I noticed another small...
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Dream #011
The maddest dream I have had yet!
Zombies again. I was riding a bike through the highway with RJ as the leader and other side characters riding along with us (one looked like Cheryl). We went to exit the road into suburban areas. We came across a small, rundown theater off the highway and the Cheryl-look alike suggested we make our nest there. RJ was thinking something different, he kept...
The annoying moment when I'm trying to study and I...
iru-sama:
justlikemyheartfalls:
This is happening right now!
Ohdear the foretelling of my demise for the next two years.
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Greatest fears #003
Death. What is after death. What will happen in the Living Land after I die. Who will cry for me and who will smile upon my cease of existence from the Waiting Ones. I fear death because I know that there is a possibility that I will regret something, something I missed out on doing, something I didn’t get to say to a certain person.
I fear death because of all the things that I will...
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Just saying.
I’m still not over my hair. I’ve had long hair ever since I could remember and having it gone feels so unnatural to me. Not in a bad way nor good, it’s just neutral. But knowing that +27cm of it is gone, I sometimes feel naked without it; especially in the shower. I will grow it again until Spring comes. Yes, I have decided that this hairstyle will be seasonal. In Winter I will...
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Sunday, JAN23
So today was just going to the airport to pick up a couple of relatives including my grandmother and my cousin and his family. Good to have them back to Australia (so they can take their stupid, loud dog back home). Other than that I will just say that my body was acting strange. I was always sleepy, to and from the airport I slept and when I got home from the airport I slept for another...
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Greatest fears #002
SPIDERS
So upon seeing this…
My only reaction was:
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Saturday, JAN22
All to say about today alone: was cool, awesome and a great escape from reality. Funny enough everyone noticed my hair before myself but I didn’t mind, found it somewhat flattering. In the morning was talking to David on the phone (I mean before the day started this was only when I was going to bed). I was crying. I missed him and it hurt a lot. I knew I would see him today but I...
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